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BONDREWD, the novel. ([personal profile] dawnlord) wrote2023-03-14 01:12 pm
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action ; early october, before link's revival

[personal profile] epiprocta 2023-10-12 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ How often does Bondrewd leave his laboratory? How good is his security, how heavy are the locks to his doors? He's thus far kept it secret from most who would cause trouble, but how vigilant has he been about keeping it impregnable? -- all irrelevant questions, given the time Gen has spent (lightly) assisting Bondrewd thus far, and the set of strange abilities he's been blessed with.

And so, when Bondrewd returns to his laboratory from some errand or the other late one evening, he'll find the place not as quiet as he left it.

The guinea pigs are loose, he might notice first -- one or two of them scampering for freedom the moment he opens the front door. Something has opened the door to their enclosure. Further into his laboratory, he'll find more of the creatures hiding in corners or squeaking in distress as they trundle about the floor, seeking someplace quiet to hunker down. They haven't been hurt, it seems, and it's only that they're fleeing from some commotion.

The commotion of Gen upending a cabinet of drawers, sending papers scattering in every direction. The floor is already a mess of scattered supplies and notes, a table having been knocked over before Bondrewd made his entrance, and Gen huffs to himself as he turns one drawer, then another upside down to empty its contents across the floor. Clearly searching for something, and having difficulty finding it, judging by the frustrated huff he gives.

It's not until Bondrewd steps into the light of his laboratory that Gen whirls around to look at him, clearly on edge. And while his posture is definitely tense -- he hadn't expected to be caught by Bondrewd while still here, having planned on retrieving his target object quickly and retreating ASAP -- he's also too prideful to beat a hasty retreat now. And so, standing amidst the mess of Bondrewd's ruffled laboratory, he demands, ]


-- where's the shard.
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[personal profile] epiprocta 2023-10-13 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ It would be an outrageous lie to say that he isn't afraid of Bondrewd. Even just seeing the lash of that tail has his nerves bristling as he recalls the stunning impact of getting flattened against a wall by that appendage; he knows for a fact that that blow would have killed him instantaneously if he were still a normal human and not a Shardbearer. But even so -- even as his canine ears cant back, his posture held tense and low -- Gen stands his ground as Bondrewd approaches. Whatever nuance might be seen in the changes in Bondrewd's movements and demeanor go unnoticed, given his entire focus is simply on maintaining that brave front. ]

I'm not emotionally impacted. [ He lies, each word spat out at a disdainful snarl to better mask the fact that he is, indeed, (unreasonably) emotionally impacted. ] And I ain't answering your stupid survey question.

[ As if he could even put into words how he feels about Link. He knows whatever feelings he has for that little Meridian twink are entirely unreasonable and tainted by how badly he'd been affected by something to do with Link's Discord, back at Xanadu. But even so -- those feelings, foolish as they are, are hard to entirely dismiss. And he doesn't want to think about it.

If Link's shard is with Aetos, then he's already too late. Would it have made a difference if he'd come here sooner? Or was it too late the moment he let himself get knocked out during that fight? Did Bondrewd immediately whisk the shard away, to god-knows-where? It's a deeply frustrating line of thought, and Gen gives a hard click of the tongue before turning his ire to Bondrewd. ]


-- that wasn't how you said it'd be.

[ Sharp and accusatory. He's never forgotten the distant goal Bondrewd had enticed him with, after all. ]

You said all that shit about giving Meridians a form that'd help'em survive no matter what. So what the hell was that? Have you just been bullshitting me this whole time? Give me one good reason why I should still believe in anything you say!
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[personal profile] epiprocta 2023-10-21 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gen ignores the suggestion that he make himself comfortable, not even deigning to give the offered seat a sideways glance. Remaining standing right where he is, shoulders squared and jaw clenched, he only glowers at Bondrewd in silence for a long moment. Which serves as enough of an answer on his own.

Bondrewd is right, for the most part. He has no good rebuke to give.

It's true that a weaponized injection of Discord really would make the fight for the Oracle's favor easy -- what resistance would Meridian be able to put up if they were all busy losing their minds to Discord, or distracted trying to deal with their uncontrollable allies? Or stressed from putting them out of their misery? ]


... it's not like that's gonna be easy. Forcing our Discord into them. [ So he says, but Gen's gaze is cast off to the side as he wracks his brains, trying to think of a better retort. -- Bondrewd must be the one who made Link like that in the first place, right? How easy had that been for him? This line of questioning probably won't accomplish anything. Though he isn't aware of it, Gen's canine ears slowly cant backwards as discomfort boils in his gut. ] And you say this shit like it's going to be easy -- stopping them from getting Discord.

[ It's telling, though, that Gen's words falter even as he tries to grit out that rebuke. And how can he help it? What Bondrewd says something reasonable. Weaponizing Discord against the Meridians would make for easier victories in the upcoming battles and ensue Zenith wins this war. And if Meridians -- his Meridians, the ones he cares about, because he couldn't give half a shit about the others -- could be immunized against an influx of Discord, then wouldn't that be ideal? That would keep them safe, right? He can't find any holes in what Bondrewd is saying.

Gen bites his lip, hard, before abruptly jerking forth a half-step, bootsole stomping loudly against the floor as he closes the distance between them by that small amount. Still trying to establish his position and retain some level of control over this situation, even when he knows he doesn't have much ground to stand. ]


-- you better not be thinking of some bullshit like just putting'em in a coma so they can't get stressed. [ He's seen how Bondrewd treats his guinea pigs. Gen is hardly a softie for some random rodents, but he's also not immune to the gut-churning thought of them being brutalized in the name of science. ] You said you're looking for a way to keep'em safe. I'm only cooperating with you so long as you remember that.
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[personal profile] epiprocta 2023-11-01 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Truth is -- he has no fucking clue what Discord is. Not that any of them have a definitive answer (to his knowledge), but Gen also doesn't bother thinking about that sort of ... magic bullshit. It's none of his business, he knows he's more of a musclehead than a scholar, and he only understands all the supernatural nonsense he has to interact with on the most surface level; someone like him's not meant to understand any of this shit.

But now, he tries, and the way he struggles to wrap his head around the matter well enough to put up a good argument.

This ... feels too neat, after all. The way Bondrewd puts it, it all feels too neat and clean. Just let them sleep through the whole transition phase, and then slowly wake them up and they'll be able to adjust? Discomfort boils in his gut because he knows this all sounds too idealistic for a man like Bondrewd to execute without some sort of caveat, but ...

He'd been so immersed in thought that he'd barely even felt the hand coming to clasp at his shoulder. Gen glances at it with a start when he realizes it's there, frowning but deciding to ignore it for the moment; he's having a hard enough time just focusing on what Bondrewd is saying without wasting energy on addressing what he's doing. ]


They gotta be able to go back to how they were. Exactly. [ Maybe it's stupid, but he ultimately goes along with what Bondrewd is saying. He's used to accepting shit deals in hopes that they work out, after all; he rarely has better options available. All he can do is grit out these paltry demands, trying to wrestle away some control of the situation. ] If you're just gonna stick'em in a permanent coma 'cause that's how they won't get Discord, then they might as well be dead. And --

[ A nervous pause. A hard exhale. Then, spat out in one go: ]

And I want proof. I wanna know they're not gonna be put through hell, and that they're gonna be fine afterwards.

[ He's not planning on sticking around long after a Zenith victory, after all; like hell he's going to wait around for people to slowly wake up and acclimate, or whatever. He wants proof now, so he can exit the scene as soon as possible. ]

I'll keep helping you as long as you can gimme that.